testing...testing... testing 1 2 3...
okay, it works. will try to update soon.
-judes mommy-

I haven't been on here in a reallllly long time. Grammie told me the other day i should get on and update so that my other grammie and aunties could read it and see how i'm doing.
I am just so busy these days, growing up and getting into everything at grammie's house, that i don't have time for the computer.
For christmas i got a bunch of noisy toys and a potty. I am going to learn how to use the potty this year!
I saw daddy at christmas and TODAY! he came for mommy's birthday party. I was so sad when he got on the choo choo and left. I told mommy i wanted to daddy and that i loved him. She says we will be with daddy again soon but i dunno, soon in my world is a really long time. Maybe someday someone will be able to explain all this to me, but till then i will just keep rockin on.
I play with my grammie all day everyday while mommom is at work and we have SO MUCH FUN! she is my bestest buddie, i love her a lot.

Well it's been such a long day and i missed my nap so i have to go, i am exshausted!

today Grammie asked me if i was writing in my blog and i told her no, so i thought about getting on here and writing an update about what's going on in my life.
Grammie and Mommy and Uncle Caleb were getting ready for christmas the other day, they were decorating grammie said. I got to help! Then everyday i find toys that match the colors of the decorations and try to decorate myself. =) its fun.
Mommy made this thing that she put on the basement door called an advent calender. Everyday we look in this little box and pick out a little ornament. Sometimes there's papers in there and mommy reads what it says and we do what it says. We got to make sugar cookies the other day. Mommy put the already made dough in front of me and i had to taste test a few of  them to make sure they were okay. They were, but mommy cooked them too long so they burnt a little, but they got eaten.
Somedays we don't do what the paper says, but most of the time we do. I like it.
I like this christmas thing too. People keep talking about getting presents. I like presents.
Well, i have to go now. It's time for bed. Have a good night!

I saw my daddy on sunday for his birthday. We got to spend the whole day with him. It was so much fun. I was sad when we had to leave. I fell asleep in the car on the way home and woke up without daddy, it felt like a part of me was missing. I miss my daddy a lot. Sometimes i get really grouchy when i see his picture or talk to him cause I want him here with me.

Mommy says I wont' really remember it when i'm older, not being with daddy for so long, but i think i will. At least part of me will.

Today a brown truck came to our house and grandpa came in with a box. He said it was for me and i waited patiently while he cut off the tape. Mommy had to open it for me because i'm too little, but when she opened it she was so excited for clothes... I was just like Uh... okay? give me the box i will play with that. heheeh. Except for grandpa wanted that box and grammie threw it downstairs for him.

I like my new clothes though. They are cozy and warm. They are from my Aunt Sheila in Florida. Thank you aunt shelia.

I have to go now though I will write back later. Mommy is going to make me a facebook page.

Mommy and I are really sad about my other blog. I think mommy was even a little tearful about it the other night. She said she hates the internet sometime. She said she is upset cause we put a lot of work into it and for what.
She hopes that the link will work for a very long time so I can still read it when i'm older. My poor mommy, she loves me so much and just wants the best for me and is sad when disappointing things happen to me. Some people tell her that it's just life, but i like it when she protects me and wants the best for me. I love my mommy and i tell her it's okay about the other blog, that we will just start from scratch and carry those memories with us, though it still makes her sad she says she will find a way to capture those moments for me to look at when i'm older. She is such a great mommy.

Anyway, i have this thing on my eyelid that mommy is very concerned about so I have to remind her to call the new doctor for me an appointment tomorrow. Wish us luck! Thanks for reading =)

third time's a charm mommy says. She updated this 3 times now and the other 2 times she wrote the wrong thing. Hopefully we have it now. Sorry for the bummer!